Am I in a Dream!?

Am I in a Dream!

Dream thats filled with Fear 

Fear of uncertainty that's so Clear 

As Clear as the starless Sky

As sad as watching a tumbling  butterfly

As far as I see there re clouds of Darkness.

Darkness that's reaching  every space ,sound and sense around the world.

The world that still has Hope

Hope of humanity to Survive

Hope of Light to Thrive 

Hope of darkness to Die

& Hope of life to Revive

I wish to wake up  Now 

But for Now I need to sleep 

For the dark clouds to pass by

And for the rays of light to shine in the Sky

All I have to do is SLEEP

To Ignore the flickering LIGHT,

To Stay off the screeching DARK  

And To Hold tight  to  tomorrow's HOPE.

So here I sleep,dreaming a Dream for the Fear  to Clear,Light to Bear and of hopeful Tomorrow to be Near.

Yes, I Am in Dream!

All I want is love

To be loved, now and then for ever

All I want is u

To smile at me now and then for ever

Is it so hard?

For you to be mine

Is it not the way it is supposed to be

Each time you look away it always hurts me

Are you so far from liking me?

Was I not the one?

You thought of as mine

Was I not yours?

You described as fine

Am I so bad?

To be left behind

Is it what you want?

Please do deny

Should I thank God?

For the kin

Or just feel sad for

Myth and Mysterious it is

Of Life that is supposed to be

"Its okay to let go"

There comes a time when we feel like we are all alone on a sinking ship . Even though we confront people of similar situations we still go ahead with our Assumptions of being alone. That can be because we are either afraid to face the reality or do not want to come out of our shell of reasoning to stay alone. Even I faced with such a situation. May be I should say I am facing it rite now. Its like we never realized that we have changed so much all along and thought to be still the same person we know many years back. Sometimes Imperfections are good. Sometimes disasters in life are good. Sometimes It is good for things  to happen the exact wrong way of how you have planned. If we continue to exist in a perfect world we forget to realize that we got stuck with time. We forget our Desires , we forget to ask for more. We forget that we are worth more. Sometimes bad things happen but like  newton theory every action has equal and opposite reaction. Everything happens for a Reason. I am sure that we all are aware of these things . But in a run along with speeding time we forget to recall who we are.

                I realized it is okay to lose something, to lose someone, to fail once for it might lead to bigger good and the better you. It might help you remember the person who you were and the person who you wanted to be. Hope everyone realizes this and feels okay when they think that they have failed big time. Remember it might have happened to just warn you to look up and see whats actually happening with your life. When you cant keep fighting just let go. Once you can do that you will realize what you have to actually hold on to.

                 Life is really Good. Just depends on you, to decide the boat you wanna be on. 

Mr . Kadhir Designation -Farmer

With hope in his Eyes

Sorrow in his Heart

He took a Step Forward

Having no Choice

Leaving behind the Joy

He waved his family Goodbye

Gone were the days of Rejoice

While farming was all his Pious

Knowing no goddess would shed a Tear

Long did he wait with a Cause

True Son he was to Mother Earth

Promised her an Eternal Vow

To the Land would he always Bow

Brave a soldier he was

Fighting Everyday Tough

Never was there a day without his hands being Dirty

For he who was blessed with a Destiny

Always he did smile and made everyone around him perky

To feed the Mouths of Hungry

Now,the kind hand  went Starving

But Never did he complain, nor  did he feel Sorry

The man of Honour is a simple Farmer named Mr. Kadhir

I salute to you, for your  Brave Heart and Eternal glory

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"When the whole World Disagrees with you"

When They don't Listen!!!

I was called mad 

and stupid as ever

Every word was called 

But had never got the reward

i was left Aside

All by myself

Among a pack of  wolves

But never did I cry 

nor made a sigh

I know i am strong

And Rest of the World was wrong

I know I am Special

They are just being Jealous

I am happy as always

You know, I have my ways

They know I am Right

But all they know is to disagree

So what , If you are wrong

Just stop being such a Bum

 Relax and have fun

World has n't yet run out of  Rum

Even If you go on and on

I don't care of your Opinion

Because i have  made my Decision

Am going to stand on it till the world's end

There is no one as cray as i am

Now you know that more than anyone!!!

My Final Year

Sometimes We feel like the whole world around us is moving but not us. I feel the same while doing this Project work of mine. Ofcource , Its interesting too . Speaking of which, Interest depends on our desire to do stuff. All my friends are busy doing their own projects at varied places. Rare and random posts in Fb does let us know what they are up too. Still , seeing each other's faces in classes , sitting together , laughing at other's naughty thing's was much familiar and enjoyable. Any kind of  sudden change in the pattern of relationships causes disturbance in our Life. Some of us Doesn't mind it . Some of us Feel disturbed inside not knowing the actual reason. As we are in the final year , many things are going to change ,in simple words people get busier and things get more complicated. In the midst of all it is important for us to catch some fond memories of the place which again we mite never live as the person we are rite this moment. Lot of emotions come in place , which mite make us talk less . To make all this dissapear the only mantra is to" keep smiling" what may happen.

                  It would be nice to cherish our dearest moments that occurred for years to make us feel connected to the Place.It can be campus, hostel . Like reading a book in the Terrace spot where you always used to sit and read. Or can be the same road side food shop where you have panipuri with your roommates. After Dinner walks or Watching Horror movies together, Imitating lecturers or Disco night in midnight's. I know all these makes everyone remember something or the other the best fun part in their life along with their Friends. To be honest, Its true we would miss college life for sure in the future, we might have the company of some true friends in life to hang out together but , College friends, Fun ,Fights ,Hangouts, Night outs are completely a separate package of life. We should " Learn it love it live it" for that moment.

Hey Everyone,

                Well I think It would be better  if  I start saying something about myself and my Life first. Probably, there are Millions out there who love having good smelling Coffee sitting on a couch just watching something relieving there thoughts. I am one of them. kind of a person who loves morning sunshine but who never gets up early,someone who sleeps ,talks, eats more like any other common college going girl. For whom, the Life ahead seems to be Promising , Delighting and scary especially when i think of the drastic changes that are gonna happen this year.To me, the better gift that I get for my every birthday is me . Ha Ha I know it sounds like I am Self Obsessed, but its not entirely like that. Let me tell you, its like this- Life ,Learn it, Love it , Live it .Make Mistakes, because, goddamn it Its only one life that you have as you. Then, Learn from your mistakes . Make sure you don't repeat the same one's that's because its an utter waste of time. Love your Life that includes you and the people around you. Most Important of all have Fun. All this is easy to say   of course. many times I feel doing things pretty boring like my Project right now. I keep wanting more and more where i get to lose the track  of what i actually want. Hence I planned to just remind myself , Who knows what tommarow is going to be.

                     In between all this turmoil of modern Life I feel there is  somewhere still space for you to fit in ,For Who is not entirely modern. For who still blame the first person they saw after getting up in the morning for their  bad day. For who still simply trust in God to get good marks. For who still  believes that there Dad is their Hero. Well we always feel like people around us are getting busier and better than us. Its just a mirror image of the actual fear in us to do things. It sometimes helps us to get into action. I think this is pretty needed for the Final year college students like me to actually plan doing something with our lives.

Hoping this summer wont hurt us badly, and hoping no more Earthquakes would disturb our peaceful  life.

Srija muddhu bangaru
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